another tough day to be cald or to be blamed for the insanity of life....i cant myself in the mirror ....even aftr doin MBA hw mch i m proving my existence ....u knw the toughst thing in life is to prove urself when it need the most...and there i am failing miserably ...i m nt even able to keep my promises to me ....i m sitting infrnt of my parents nd i see a sadness in their eyes which may engulf them i m helpless im coward bt its gonna change soon...

the present i thought in my past

so i have dreamed MBA as a pass to some prestigious company...rite from the startin when thought of workin in big corporates even before the name MBA crashed my ears ......a subtle image of me sitting on a chair with a coffee on the table and 2clock night in the clock hanging on a wall in front of me was a frame of my future days in my mind....which is necessarily was turning in to a goal of my life... i started taking steps to prove this subtle image to be true to my life.. the first step was clearin MBA somehow i managed to do that from nt so famous B school in some unknown place ....and after that i placed in to not so known company in a famous bangalore.... so at present this unknown person as me is workin in this unknown company ....lookin in the past i find myself lost in somewhere ....this is nt the place where i thought of...this is nt the realization my subtle image...or this is nt the present i thought in my past.......

life is a journey of totally unexpected turns ...when u r on a high and gaining enough confidence to fly and touch the sky it rambles u to the ground with turn of 180 degree ...actin as an unresponsive and enormous force of gravity....bt why always people like me feels to be duped by this life or destiny ,,,why we never be able to gear ourself for better heights,,,...are we destined to face all these troughs in life